Liang Seng and Myself

Who knew a simple conversation could put my mind into ruins for nearly a week.

Funny isn't it, how sometimes things just suddenly pop into your mind and then suddenly they never leave. Hurm. It took me quite some time to get past this, to get over this issue and now, it's back.

Sometimes I just wished that things were easier, much more simple and less complicated. Sometimes I just wished that things were straight forward and that I do not have to think so much of it.

But then, everything we do in this life has its consequences. Will I be able to live with the consequences in life?

I dunno, but then I believe I had found the solution, but yet at times, it always seem so elusive. So hard to find. I need to get away to somewhere far and clear my mind. I need peace within myself. I just need myself back. Please?

Liang Seng and Greed

There's a lot of things I want to get. But I do not think I am greedy.

1. A new phone.
2. A new watch.
3. A new pair of shades.
4. A new pair of futsal shoes.
5. Get a new laptop. 
6. Visit Old Trafford.
7. Go Bali.
8. Get a new crib. 
9. Get a new car.
10. Marry Jennifer Aniston.

Ok, maybe I am greedy.

Been some time since my last time here. Many things had progressed since. Going into my fnal month of my first year with CIMB. Knew a lot of friends there. Found some good ones. Things have been going on well for me, at least from my own perspective. Settling into my final department and hoping to be confirmed there. Corporate Finance has a notorious reputation of killing the life out of you, but I felt it is something I can excel in. Hope I am not killed by it then.

Been a year and so since I left UPM. Found a lot of friends there, and discovered some good and close ones. Really enjoyed myself among some of the greatest companions that I had. Somehow I found myself very attached to UPM, for some reason that I do not know why. Perhaps it is the best 4 years of education that I have ever had. Not to say that I do not treasure my years in secondary and primary, it's just that it's been a personal hell for me then. Having said that, there are many of my childhood and teen-hood friends who I am still hanging around with till today. Something about being from some small town in Penang that keeps us together I suppose.

Been 5 years since I first stepped into the metropolitan soil of KL. I still miss Penang alot, and particularly cause both my parents are there. As much as I hate it, I guess I need to establish some track record here for myself before I finally move back to Penang. Not in the foreseeable future I presume.

There are many things that I want to do. Many things in life that I want to achieve. Yet there are many stumbling blocks ahead of me. Blocks that seem to be out of my control. The bad news is, I am sticking around for some time.